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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 9:10 PM

It feels like time is passing real slowly.
i decided to quit worrying so much bout my life..
everything is in God's hands.

in any case that u dun know.. last wed 11 nov
abe's first month.. :)
oh boy, he's really charming...
i love his eyes, his sweet little baby smiles, and his smize.. meaning smile with his eyes...
im happy, but will be even more happy if becky move her house..
pls,, its woodland, near mai dai zoo and JB...
damn far...still it's worth the effort...
and u wont believe it.. becky lost alot of weight..
god damn fast... i dunno what she do..
but im jealous.. i have 3 kg to go at first.. now become 4 kg..
it's not losing.. im gaining.. arg//

see abe! how cute he is... awwwww...

and ya i ever think of i and my boyfriend having a daughter and married abe!!! hahaha... good idea ?

took becky's dad slipper...definately suit my outfit..:)

anyway thks boonpeng and kitty for sending me to double o :)
save $30 on cab... wee~~~~
out and count those pennies.
hahaha i sound like such a douchebag.

met the girls outside double o...
and it was a fun night!
i love you guys...
and u will see how much fun and how high we are...
just in one night.. i conquer double o , zouk and boat quay..
no wonder i fall sick.. too much alcohol.. too heaty ...
this is bad..

HAPPY HAPPY SO HAPPY

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 3:47 PM

MEGA UPSIZE EXTRA LARGE HAPPY !
and yes my boyfriend is the sweetest!!
haha i love you my guyguy.
beautiful lovely flowers..
3 sunflowers for our 3 years..
9 roses for long lasting love.
a box of chocolate for sweeet love
and a card for expressing love..
see how cute he is..
yummy steak and pork rib...
nice excited movie..
= lovely couple.. hahaha..
it was awesome than ever!!!

this photo makes me fall in love even harder with you
see how cute he is to play with toy camera..
the spider man pictures in it with sound effect.. hahaha...from toy r us.. classic..
and the other pic was with his vintage gucci spec..

cant wait to spend the coming x'mas with you... :)

feel my heartbeat

@ 3:24 PM

steamboat with my pri sch friends last wed...
hee hee.. got myself so damn bloated...
the food was nice and i love the self made ice cream...

at night down to meet jack and kimmy...
first time to Alantics @ jln sultan..
its damn nice.. fun and good music and spacious..
awesome.. so damn fuzzy high lah!!!
we've got the front seat.. right infront of the stage..
majiam we are the VIP...hahaha..

i really hate jack lor.. he's so lousy in phototaking.. 3 of us look so fat.. and its all the pics he took.. :(

the rest of the days are pretty normal...
as usual.. drink drank drunk...
this is bad.. real bad..
i dunno when im gonna stop this wrking life...
i feel like i look so tired and haggard, no sparkle in my eyes no glint of mischief no sunshine
promise my boyfriend after finish my projecct im gonna find a new stable and healthy job...
gawd im exhausted everyday with the lack of nothing to do.
restless restless.

what to do with your life if you are broke

Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 11:21 AM

mine is black and gold..
getting it on wed..
though i prefer purple and gold.. (above)
it's selling at $63 at topshop , im getting it at $40 from friend's friend..
brand new.. she bought the wrong size..
so its quite a steal.. wee im so happy !!!

so this month im gonna spend a bomb again..
few things to buy.. after cutting off those unnecessary items..
the sales are amazing. the non-sales even lagi more amazing.
i never ever learn my lesson

it's all mine.. i need it in my life

@ 11:16 AM

gawd. i feel so demoralized.
if there's one thing i hate more than anything else in the world,
it's doing something i feel no passion about.

im starting to ponder what the hell in my worth in this life.
im dead serious
dont want to talk about it, i feel like hell.
i really wish some good, some luck, some blessing would come my way.
let me figure out what i can do with my life, with my future.
who i can be, what potential do i have

pls help me find myself?

cause i love you more than anything else..

Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 1:55 AM

i cant believe i din blog for so long!
i had most of the awesome days.. SEE I TOLD U OCT MONTH IS GOOD FOR ME..

holloween is up.. but dont feel like clubbing ..
enough of the drinking days..
so im gonna have a night spend with my boyfriend..
havent decide where to go yet..
maybe watch movie or anything..
i miss him.. :) he got a new job..
so less time spending together.. we used to be 24/7 together.. now its like 1 day a week or worse 1 week plus once..
still he's my best boyfriend..
what did i do to ever deserve you. <3

fri night pre holloween celebration @ caesars..
i got myself as a nerd
but its damn fugly and damn funny.. esp my teeth.. haha..
only once in a year where u can dress up as a skanky slut and ppl wont say anything.
what else, oh drinking with revon denise and jack was great..
real fun.. and last part i stored beer inside my water gun.. go around shooting ppl.. haha..
such a waste that my camera went low batt.. if not i would have 100 over pictures.. damn it !!

thurs - wedding dinner..
congrats marlon and nicole..
he's really handsome lah..
and she's gorgeous.. stewardess eh.. so dont play play..
and you wont believe we actually drink more than eating..
our table left a lot of food lor.. then keep asking for beer and more beer!!
so at the end i got high and tipsy.
loads of beer and loads of martell..
first time meeting margate's dad.. he's so cute lah..
and nice .. handsome too!!
he's a good drinker..
keep drinking half and half with him.. gosh..
i almost faint.. still had alot of fun.. with those fav ppl..
its good to see them again after so long..
margate, ken the can, elin, ivan , kelvin , kimmi strawberry and jack toh..

and for the past few days i kept drinking..
enough.. if not i sure kana poison again..
pretty much broke now..
just got my pay cheque.. but so little.. haiz..
i dont think i can do much shopping this month..
help!!!!

I AM AWESOME !

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 2:43 AM

AGAIN ANOTHER BUSY AND AWESOME WEEK... :)
wah lau. you will neva know how fun this week is..
starting with a good wed!
met with my primary sch pals..
totally lost contact for years.. and now i found them back
and yes i will continue finding all of them back..
miss them so much
down to haji lane for sheesha,
mix fruit favour, shish kebab (shared), irish tea..
minimizer game , and how nasty am i to smack their hand damn real hard..
poker , blackjack ! i love it.. i earn extro bucks from there.. $$$
its really very funny and stuff..
we've loads to catch up.. and yes next gathering next wed!!
oh my god im so exciiiteedd :)

and that wed night i got attack by my boss , raymond..
kns i got scare out of shit..
its pretty funny and cute..
after haji lane , we went bugis mac...
i was smsing my boss still , and i din expect him to just pop out beside me...
and he really did!!!
thanks to the advance iphone application..
there's this GPRS thingy , which u can actually know where is ur fren.. and how far the distance from u..
its damn scary lor... unbelievable..
i die must have this application.. hahaha..

thurs down to cali..
neva workout for weeks..
i feel so weak..so rusty..
i almost killed myself on the trackmill...
must force myself to go everyweek!!!
went to caesars after that..
had myself rot , rotting and rotten..
went out with wifey revon after that..
just 2 of us.. awesome night..extremely fun...
and how we ended up with funny incidents and stuff..
revon is so cute lah... hahaha.. love it love it love it...
be strong baby.. i will always love u as i always do..
friends come and go.. those we stay is those we care.. to be cherish